stuck in yesterday
Pointless wandering
Pointless pondering
Endlessly repeating
Same conversation
The same feeling of endless crushing disappointment as
Another one walks away.
The stars burn your eyes
All beauty is pain
Open up to people who
Take me for granted
Open up to people who waste
Second chances
toxic friends,
Meeting toxic ends,
Trust blindy
Pay later
Look ahead,
But the past pulls me towards it again.
Your words cut me
Your smile heals me
Even though I know you don’t mean it
I know, but I’ll still believe it.
Same path
Over and over
again
Same mistakes
Over and over
Again
And I tell myself I won’t be doing this
Again
It’s a new start
A new day
Tell myself
“Stay far away”
and here I am back
In the same old place

The cool, calm water,
The coruscating sun.
The sound of the mighty waves
The cloudless sky,
And if you look closely, the hidden beauty you will spy.
The alluring blue,
The cry of the seagulls,
Almost like a painting,
Pure pleasure,
like a golden treasure.
Tempting and stunning,
Robust and aweing
Strong, yet gentle
Calm, yet makes you tremble
Ever-changing, ever-lasting,
The ocean.

Hey:) so you found my ‘blog’. I created this quite a long time back, but only thought to use it now, during the vacations.

I love to read and write. I can write and pages and pages without stopping. I express myself better through poems and stories than I do when I talk. Whenever I’m sad, angry, upset, or just really really happy, I write it down. Writing is a remedy for me. It’s intuitive. It comes easily, naturally. You can’t force it out. It just……happens. The words come to me, the feelings. When I write, I  try to make it as ‘real’ as possible. I try to understand my characters , their qualities, their mistakes, their fears.When I have a pen and paper in my hand, I feel like I can  conquer the world. In this blog, I upload my poems, my stories and an occasional book review, every Sunday. Please leave comments, or your opinions on  what I could do to make it better!

Enjoy!

~ T